A paraplegic gang-rape victim said she will wear her “prettiest dress” and hopes to “finally rest” when she is euthanised today.
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Noelia Castillo Ramos, 25, said she was raped on two occasions, once by her ex-boyfriend and the second time by three boys in 2022, describing this as a turning point in her life.
She jumped from the fifth-floor window of an apartment building in a cocaine-fuelled attempt to end her own life in October 2022 after previously overdosing on medication, according to legal rulings.
The fall left her paraplegic, and she is suffering severe, chronic and incapacitating pain with no possibility of improvement, her medical reports show.
Noelia, from Barcelona, Spain, will be euthanised today after a long legal battle with her father, which ended with a ruling in her favour from the European Court of Human Rights.
“I want to go now in peace and stop suffering, period,” Noelia told Spanish TV programme Y Ahora Sonsoles in her only interview, recorded at her maternal grandmother’s house.
Noelia, who is living in a Barcelona care home, said she has been “very clear” about her wish to die from the beginning.
“None of my family is in favour of euthanasia. But what about all the pain I’ve suffered during all these years,” she said.
“The happiness of a father, a mother, or a sister cannot be more important than the life of a daughter.”
She said she “always felt alone” and “saw my world as very dark”, even before requesting euthanasia. She doesn’t feel like “doing anything”, has back and leg pain and said sleeping was “very difficult”.
Her mother, Yolanda ‘Yoli’ Ramos, told the Spanish broadcaster that while she still hopes her daughter will change her mind, she will be by her side “until the very end”.
‘I want to die alone’
Noelia said she wants to “die looking pretty, I want to die beautiful”, adding that she will wear her prettiest dress and put on some makeup.
She said that while she has invited her family to say goodbye, she wants to be alone in her bedroom at the care facility at the moment of her death.
She will have four photos with her when she dies: one of her painting a portrait of her mother, one of her childhood puppy, another from her first day of school and a fourth from her childhood, which she said are reflecting “happy” moments in her life.
Noelia has been in psychiatric treatment since she was 13 and her parents separated. She was eventually diagnosed with obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) and borderline personality disorder (BPD).
Her father witnessed her attempt to take her own life in October 2022.
“My father saw me fall and couldn’t do anything. But after everything he’s done, I don’t feel sorry for him anymore,” she told Y Ahora Sonsoles, referencing his legal challenge to stop her euthanasia.
“He hasn’t respected my decision and he never will.”
Two-year legal battle
Noelia’s euthanasia request was initially granted by a specialised expert committee in Catalonia in July 2024, with the procedure scheduled for 2 August 2024, but her father has blocked it ever since.
Geronimo Castillo, supported by the ultra-conservative advocacy group Abogados Cristianos or Christian Lawyers, argued that Noelia’s mental illness impaired her ability to decide to end her life.
During a nearly two-year-long legal battle, he took the case through Spain’s courts, finally reaching Spain’s highest tribunal, the Constitutional Court, in February. The court rejected his argument, ruling that there had been no violation of fundamental rights.
An anti-euthanasia protester in 2021 holds a sign saying: ‘Killing is not progressive. Stop euthanasia’. File pic: Reuters
As the final instance, Mr Castillo took the case to the European Court of Human Rights, where his request for interim measures to stop Noelia’s euthanasia was rejected on 10 March, according to newspaper El Pais.
As a last-ditch effort, his legal team on Wednesday asked an investigating court looking into Noelia’s medical-legal team to introduce “urgent precautionary measures” to stop her euthanasia, but a judge rejected the request due to lack of jurisdiction.
“I’ve finally done it,” Noelia said, adding: “Let’s see if I can finally rest”.
According to several sources, Noelia Castillo Ramos’s euthanasia is scheduled for 5pm Spanish time (4pm UK time).
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In 2021, Spain became the fourth European Union country to legalise euthanasia and assisted suicide for people with incurable or severely debilitating conditions who wish to end their lives.
The law was enacted after years of fierce opposition from conservative parties and the Catholic Church, which has historically shaped public attitudes on end-of-life issues.
Anyone feeling emotionally distressed or suicidal can call Samaritans for help on 116 123 or email jo@samaritans.org in the UK.
Alternatively, you can call Mind’s support line on 0300 102 1234, or NHS on 111.
In the US, call the Samaritans branch in your area or 1 (800) 273-TALK.
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